I'm feeling careerist itchings. I have a part in a film next year. It will be the lead or a small supporting part (depending both on the scope of production and how well my skills have developed by then), both of which are good, career-wise and artistic-growth wise. I need to keep my attention on my artistic growth and avoid the temptation of gripping to career aspirations.
I sense that the prospect of HAVING a career is more real, now, and I could always blow it by trying to grab it, as I have in the past. Patience. Patience and calm. Patience and calm and work. Patience and calm and work and good faith.
Life is a narrow path on a high bridge. You can't look down.